Tarot spread – Your karma in this lifetime

For (name, example): Paola

Card 1 - Your state of mind
XV Devil - Major Arcana
It seems you're dealing with serious addictions, fears, obsessive thoughts or mental programs which keep you chained to something (sex), or someone (a Capricorn person). Your ego may be highly alerted and it's easy for you to get tempted or triggered. You may act like you're 'wired wrong' - when the Universe tells you to choose path A, then you purposely choose path B, sabotaging own happiness, simplicity and complicating your life overall. You may have control issues especially in relationships or family, or be manipulative towards others, creating tempting illusions. You know about it and have tried to heal several times. Is there any success yet? 

Card 2 - Your body, health condition
Knight of Wands
There may be some inflammation going on, a high blood pressure is possible too, but your overall body condition is ready to support your adventures. You may be prone to accidents when you're enraged. Probably fit, muscular body shape, with a strong need for releasing an excess of energy through motion and strength. It's easy to make you angry, and you're very impatient too. Strong sexuality. There's a need for feeling more adrenaline in life. You burn a lot of energy but you regenerate quickly too.

Card 3 - Your soul vibration
Queen of Cups
Your soul is looking for true love, one for the keeps. It's emotional, feels for those less fortunate than you, pushes you to be charitable, empathetic, helpful and supportive. It also helps you balance the body vibration (fire) with the water element. Since it's the Queen court card, your soul may be a 'royal' kind, comes from an important Ray of Light thus have a higher vibration and purpose related to love energy, wisdom and balancing dualities. You may have spiritual healing abilities.

Card 4 - Your birth
1 Magician - Major Arcana
Maybe it was a miracle to have you come back on Earth, either due to your mothers' difficulties related to conception, then during the childbirth. Sensitive people could feel a strange energy emanating from you, or you had telepathic connection with others. Your spirit could already connect with your parents, nurses, other personnel and they might have been aware of some strange presence. Maybe items were falling or breaking apart when you were born. You may also have a significant, natural mark on your body. Mercury planet may have an important placement in your natal horoscope. You may be transmuting people's energies, making them aware of their strengths and weaknesses just by being around them doing nothing specific.

Card 5 - Your childhood
4 of Pentacles
You were a very guarded child, afraid of any changes or making mistakes. Stubborn, not giving much to others. Your caretakers, parents were focused on supporting you physically, without paying too much attention to your feelings or psyche. Your heart was guarded because it was not allowed to open entirely as there was no interest in anything too emotional or love. Maybe even expressing emotions was considered something bad by your parents. You may have collected items, toys, souvenirs, stamps, stones, or anything else just for the sake of having a lot and claiming it yours.

Card 6 - Your teenage years
Page of Swords
Interestingly, this card signifies a young person, between 10-17 years old. You were wise beyond your age, eager to learn and collect knowledge. You had fresh, original ideas, but you were not very interested in materializing them. Focused on facts, always demanding to cut through the BS and get to the point. Logical, rational, substantive, creative but unemotional, truthful and insightful. You liked talking, expressing yourself verbally, texting, writing letters, emails, telling stories, journaling your life. You parents may have been surprised by your greed for knowledge and amount of questions asked. You were often delivering messages between people, or you could channel information from your spirit, Higher Self, the Universe and deliver it to certain people quite accidentally.

Card 7 - Your adulthood
XIII Death - Major Arcana
You were impacted by the death (relatives, friends, a break-up, someone's suicide, a terrible road accident you witnessed perhaps) which made you go inside and think of your own existence. This created a shift within you, a self-transformation due to going through some unpleasant event. This could be a spiritual awakening, the death of the ego, old beliefs, opinions, expectations, but you healed and were reborn. You might have entered a cycle of such inner deaths and rebirths which had forged the new you. It's possible you were destroying what you built just to prove yourself you had such a strong control over your life. This was followed by pain, guilt but also relief and freedom.

Card 8 - Lifestyle, me vs them attitude
Page of Wands
You like being entertained and you ignite things if you see a potential. You never stay in one place or with one person for too long as you feel a need to give your energy where it's needed the most. You're aware of the power of energy and its activity in your body and soul, whether you're pulled somewhere or repulsed, rejected. Easily bored, you are looking for fun and bring it to others. Perhaps when you died so many times (see Card 7 above) you'd understood that joy and a good laugh create high vibration which keeps negativity, energy vampires and all evil away. You prefer to spend time with happy people. You may choose colorful clothes, sport cars, and essentially you approach life with curiosity, courage and passion. Always on the go.

Card 9 - Your social environment, city, country where you live
5 of Cups
There seems to be low energy of grieving, sadness, loss or rejection surrounding you. There are feelings of having not enough, inability to enjoy what's left. A big need to feel fulfilled but no resources or opportunities to make it happen. The city or country where you live may have gone through many wars during which possessions were stolen, children taken away from their parents, lovers killed or separated, etc. You may live with a feeling the grass is greener on the other side, thinking of moving out to another city or country but you still don't have enough of motivation or faith to do so as things seem to be hopeless.

Card 10 - Love, sex, relationships, friends
4 of Wands
You can create solid, happy and very balanced relationships with other people, or you're dreaming about having such. 4 of Wands is the 11:11 symbol which marks a mirror, someone who is called a Twin Flame, a past life person of the same origins who is the opposite of us. Yet we've always been One and connected through intense and lasting love cord, energy, contract. You may want such a relationship for yourself or you like being around powerful couples. You want to be in a marriage or you like participating in weddings. When it comes to sex, there's an expectation of an equal give and take. It's necessary for you to balance masculine and feminine energies through an intense love making.

Card 11 - Hidden, subconscious influences
Page of Pentacles
There could be an aspect brought by your childhood about supporting material, physical needs in the first place. It's how your parents cared for you. Work and money impact your view of life in general because you like feeling safe and grounded. You know that being too much in your head won't offer you stability. Any lack in that matter makes you feel imbalanced. You may also have a need to start your own business or learn how to run it by being employed in a corporation. Finally, you may be charitable towards poorer people, donate to animal shelters and other causes (The Queen of Cups comes in here too).

Card 12 - Possible death circumstances (if your wish, I can pull back from drawing the last card to avoid self-suggestive mind programming!)
3 of Swords
It looks like a heart attack, the heart surgery since the 3 blades are stuck in the bleeding heart. This card could also mean a bad heartbreak, abandonment, divorce followed by a suicide. Alternatively, a homicide under emotional restraint, being stabbed in the heart during an argument, act of jealousy, under influence (alcohol, drugs). The card may also mark a negative thinking followed by an illness resulting from such a fixation. This could further lead to any kind of death, even by walking into the wrong place. Too many negative thoughts could make you very self-absorbed then accidentally run into a car, or have a lethal heart injury (a puncture) while doing a construction work.

Major Arcana in the spread talk about life lessons to deal with to avoid repeating them in the next life cycle.

Reader: Drakonia
Date: August 20th, 2020
Deck: Night Sun mini